My birth to the darkness.....

As you may all know.....being Gothic is not like being struck by a lightening and becoming a goth next moment.....it is embedded in us people since birth.One who is a Goth or an emo or any damn category of the darkside can pretend not to be one, but can never stop being one.
I've always been obsessed with death, unpopular dark animals (bats, rats, spiders, snakes, etc.), the colors black, violet and crimson.When I don't have a schedule, I become nocturnal and have always enjoyed spending time in places of the dead.  Though i never liked the goth music which is alternative or mostly use various artificial tunes and beats off fancy keyboards and synthesizers...but enjoyed more of violins and actual dark guitar songs and the band things.
But liking the goth music and metal music, doesnt mean that you are gothic.......i have always felt being a goth is in my blood...it flows through me, twisting my sanity every moment and influencing my actions.
Mostly my peers dont actually understand me ...and label me as a freak.....i know deep in my heart that for me i am right where i stand and what i become.....
So this is me..what actually me....and what i am made of....