FOMOW

 Do you feel guilty when you can't login or get to work due to some unforeseen circumstances? It always weighs down on my conscience. I get worried and over think of all the activities, clients etc. which makes the leave undesirable. 

Weekends or planned leaves are always guilt free. I read about a situation called FOMOW or fear of missing out at work. Not that i am worried my colleagues may gain an upper hand for that promotion. I couldn't care less. However being in clinical research , staying away for a study which i have been leading for past 2 years feels wrong.

I need to stop overthinking and no matter how much i worry or think about it, there has been no power in our city from sunday 8 PM which makes to about 42 hours without electricity.  I cant do anything about it except waiting for it to be fixed.

Maybe i should enjoy the technology detox which is being forced upon me. No work laptop, no web browsing, no gaming.  This gives ample amount of time to stay away from any screens and blue light.

Although i am waiting to get back into my gameplay of Persona 5 Royal which was cutshort by this god damn cyclone.